Monday, December 31, 2007; 8:37 PM

new years eve ppl.
goodbye 2007.
i cldnt be happier to see 2007 off.
i didnt like this year.
another year gone.

cldnt have a better send off for this yr den to finally meet up with Justin after like 1 1/2 years.=D

i have a real gd feeling bout 2008.
hope its true.
I CLAIM THAT 2008 WILL BE A FAB YEAR.

i love God.
i love my family.
i love my friends.

have a Blessed year ahead everybody.
muackz
<3



Friday, December 21, 2007; 10:56 PM

reply me damn it.
im so worried.
damn it.
pls reply me.

u must be alright ya.
u must be.
u have to be.
U HAVE TO BE!

Lord, please hear my cry.
My heart cant take this.



Wednesday, December 05, 2007; 10:14 PM

my head was killing me yest.
rushed to the docs after sch cuz it was closing.

doc says im:
1) over worked
2) stressed
3) not sleeping enough
4) not resting

i didnt realise it. ive not like rested.
major assignment due next wk.

im doing my assignment now.
and i think im having a breakdown now.

fcuk.



Saturday, December 01, 2007; 6:35 PM

ive not recovered.
im still very tired.
lectures this wk, hardly anything went in.
i have a dec 17 DEADline.
and 2 7th Jan DEADline.
im trying to finito everything before chirstmas!
HAH.gd luck to me.

went to see christmas lights yest with munchkin.parked at wheelock and when we came out, i thought they were having snow.HAHA.but i was actually, something cuaght on fire real badly.haha.we pushed boy so fast out of the area cuz it was hard to breathe.i was choked.haha.so the whole family went out.which was pretty nice.bumped into rach n dar n someone.haha.dunno who he is.haha.den bumped into tanya,mal,ben and a few other who were with them.haha.

u know when u go out, u just know that ur gonna bump into someone.haha.supper at goodwood,hainanese pork chops for me.YUM!it's my first christmas with munchkin.i cant remember my life without him.i have no idea wha to buy for him.im scared i might buy him everything i see.haha.yest in town, they were selling this ball along the streets.it lights up and it bounces here n there.haha.my wallet just wooshed out of my bag and bought it for him.haha.

i have so much to do rgd assignments.so sick of this.ARGH!i think i pushed myself in e beginning but my ignotion is slowing down.which i cant afford.argh.i rather work than study.thats the fascinating truth.ppl say, 'wait till u go into the real world, u will wish that u were studying still.' i had my taste of the working world and i wld work anytime compared to studying.i just gotta psycho myself and keep telling myself that in the end, this wld all be worth it,just gotta be armed with papers.i think this world is UGLY!having papers, doesnt prove much when u come out into the world.but the world is STUPID and UGLY, so we gotta have these damn papers.

going to ria's party like now.
sarah!!!!sorry i cant make i for ur party.will make i up to u!!!

tmr:
1)church
2)DAPE
3)bobby
4)assignmentS

-stabs heart-


whatever with ur attitude.i dont give a damn bout u!-rolls eyes-