i think my heart stopped beating in mass today.
they announced that mrs catherine wong passed away.
and my heart stopped.
i turned to my mum and dad who were not moving either.
the mrs catherine i know was my primary 1 cat class teacher and even my sis's.
im still very close to her till this day.
i can honestly say that i cldnt pay attention in mass today.
i just wanted and was looking out for a glimpse of her or her her husband, uncle michael whom is such a wonderful person as well. i kept telling myself, dnt think so far.

after mass, i carried stuff up to my class den dashed up to her class to check.
i saw uncle michael and he was smiling at me n talking to me but that sill did not answer my question. i wanted to ask him but thought twice cuz i thought i wld look like an idiot if it was just the same name and diff person.i popped my head a lil more into e room, and there i found my answer. mrs wong, smiling at me and with open arms. i ran to her and gave here biggest hug ever. i started to cry. den she looked at me den i explained the story to her and she started to cry.haha.den she was crying cuz she felt so touch that she is loved.and i started crying cuz im hugging her. 2 of us crying in e classroom.my heart was finally at ease. mum,dad and i were all relieved. as i was exiting her class to go back to mine, she said ,'you made my day.' and i asked why and she said, 'cuz i feel so loved.' and i said ,'no.you made my day just to see you here.'.WAHH, u shld see both our smiles at one another.she is really a lovely woman. i really love her a lot.

if that was her who passed away, i wld be a wrecked up person. this is a clear example of what life is. one second ur here, the next ur not. it's a haunting thought, but that's e truth. so F with all the little nitty gritty stuff.

may the sould of Mrs Caherine Wong, rest in peace. Amen.

what's more to life than knowing that you are loved.
seriously.

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