Friday, September 28, 2007; 3:57 AM

im up.
it says 3.57am on my comp's clock.
WTF! im still up.
im WAS doing my professional prac assignment since 11pm.FCUK.
5 hrs on it.and im still not done and ive went over the word limit.HAHA.
i gonna write the theories in tmr and analyse them.
my freakin ref, i forgot to write the place of publication from my books i borrowed which i RETURNED to the library.i seriously dnt know what im gonna do for my bibliography.i dnt care if i didnt spell that work correctly.HAHA.
what glorious weather it was in the morning.raining, cold wind.perfect weather to sleep in but noooooooooooooooooooo, i had to wake up and get stuck in crowded buses with UGLY SINGAPOREANS pushing here and there. FCUK YOU PPL!
my securty blanket throughout it, my moooooooozic. =D

jay wants to steal my husband cause she finds him freaking hot.HAHA.
hands off girl.
he's all mineeeeeee.
HAHA.
the was the best reaction ive ever seen.
when she saw his picture, she just went, OMG!
haha.i have good taste.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i have to wake at 8am+ to pick up my little munchkin.
he took his first crawl last sunday.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
that is really the joy in my life now.
he is like my sunshine.
he is likle my drug.
he is like my stripe stuff.
he's like my lampard.
he's like my comforter.
he's like my jacket.

i smell his bolster everyday.HAHA.
i miss his smell so i have to smell his bolster.haha.probably full of fart.HAHA.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,get to see him soon.
he does funny stuff now.HAHA.ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.i love him!

ok, i dnt even know if i can sleep cuz my eyes are wide open.damnnnnnn.
on tues, i was dead to the world by 10pm+.i was holding mt assignment, drafting stuff out n my eyes went boink,boink,boink.HAHA.

i dnt wanna sleep but i cant go on with my paper or not i will write rubbish and i cant afford to cuz it's the highest and most impt point of the paper.hahah.im not gonna take that risk.

ok.................I LOVE ALL OF US!

muackz
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007; 7:11 PM

whenever this date comes since 2001,
i feel so much pain.
i feel pain for the lives that perished on such a horrible act.
the lives of those in the towers.
the lives of those in the planes.
the lives of those who were rescuing the victims.
the lives of those who lost loved ones.

i remember that i had just put down the phone with my sis,who was in hawaii on sep11 2001, at 8.40pm+ around there, then my family and i saw the newsflash, the line that ran across channel 5 showing celebrity squares about the twin towers being hit.we all thought it was the kl twin towers, and nothing that major. out of curiosity, we switched to cnn, and to our horror, saw what was happening. and to learn that it was a terrorist attack, was just shocking.we cldnt get thru to mandy.i remember watching cnn and witnessing the hits and collapse of the towers. i was just, speechless.

yest, i caught ngc n discovery showing the final moments loved ones had with those on the plane and those who lost their loved ones. tears just streamed down my face.

as much as we all who hate the people behind the attacks, vengence is not ours. There is a God. A God of justice and love.

God, please bless the souls who have perished in this disaster. Please bless and comfort their families and loved ones and send their guardian angels to always be by their side. Please bless our world today, that we may live in a world full of peace and unity. We ask this through Christ Out Lord, Amen.

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007; 9:16 PM

where do i begin?
ermm.
i really dnt wanna remember my 19th birthday. period. bad memories.
but thanks for all the wishes n prezzies.
but all is well now. just nice, on the 31st, closing of e month, all is settled.
my heart is finally at ease.
you have no idea how good that feels.
i can breathe and sleep in peace, after these months.
that feels so good.
I LOVE YOU!
work is tiring.haha.legs pain.killer feet.haha.but lots of fun.miss them lots.
oh, the biggest breakthrough for me personally,
i know where i stand in your life and
i know where you stand in my life after 3 fcuking long years.
im nothing to you.
as much as it hurts..or should i say hurt me,
it's true and im happy cause i know now, you are just not worth my time and love.
and it feels good. somehow it does.
you will forever be that special someone, you will but i wont torture myself anymore for you.
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