Saturday, June 30, 2007; 12:37 PM

haha.meeting with jon postpone to today.poor thing.
he must be exhausted.told him so.haha.
meeting him at 3.
seems like he's gonna go shopping.haha.
i wanna watch a movie.haha.we shall see.hehe.
i have to hold my wallet tight.spent a fair sum on wed.haha.
oh well.

cant wait for tmr.but im nervous bout going up in church to read the Intecessary prayer.haha.mandy is doing first reading.nerves kicking in.haha.
officailly becoming a Godma tmr.=D.

please dnt let me trip at the altar or slip up with my words.
haha.



Friday, June 29, 2007; 1:11 AM

so tired.
worked today.haha.but that didnt make me tired.late nights n early mornings are to blame.haha.finalised schooling today.weeeee.alright,new chapter here i come.haha.

i had ME time yest.weeee.pampered myself here n there.haha.n i went shopping.i really did.haha.with my ipod in my ears n my feet doing the walking.haha.weeee.happy happy sam.

jon's home!yay.going out tmr.haha.lets see if it gets cancelled.haha.

i wanna watch:
-transformers
-pirates(yes yes,i know im slow.i had no time.='()
-harry potter
-hairspray
-enchanted...something...(haha,staring mcdreamy)
-fantastic 4(for the sake of chris evans..haha)
-the blossoming of me....(cant remeber the full title,filipino movie)
-evan almighty
-rush hour 3
-die hard 4.0

many more to come,im sure.haha.
got to get up at 6.45 to babysit.

i was nearly late for work today cuz i just conked out in mandy's place in my event outfit.i was so tired that i cld have fallen asleep standing up.haha.that bad.haha.

bought my mag.mr lampard was absolutely so hot in his suit for the wedding.bleah.

haha.dream sam,dream.

alrights,im off to dream of me,frank lampard and my dream house and cars.

muackz.
<3



Wednesday, June 27, 2007; 12:38 AM

im so tiredddddddddddddddddddd.
but i cant slp.
playing with my ipod.
im done with my GA.so sad.no more entertaiment for me.bleah.
cried like a baby.haha.
love GA.
im kinda nervous bout tmr.haha.
well,i finally get some ME time tmr.
ive not had that for a long time.i think.
or maybe i just cant remember when was the last i had ME time.
ME time helps me.
if someone had told me to have ME time 4 yrs back,i wld call u a nutcase.but not now.haha
ME time is healthy.
im tired......cant slp.
babysitting was good.haha.tiring.haha.
i have to try n slp.
nerves are kicking in.haha.
let me sleep, so I can dream of you.
<3



Monday, June 25, 2007; 11:44 PM

What a crazzzzzy week last wk.
How dare you hurt her?
When someone hurts someone I love,thats it.
That other side of me pops out.
But ive been trying to keep it in.
damn you.
just wait and see.

Mum's bday was on Fri.went back to TEC with mandy,emmanuel,dad n mum.
gosh,i miss them.haha.sanjay,serene,jon,jas,shan,gerry.aunty mag...the whole lot.haha.my family finally met my TEC family.haha.not mandy though,she knows most of them already.haha.
den off to cnet.haha.finally saw charles after like forever.
gosh i miss him.haha.he looks diff.haha.really missed talkin to him.he was one of those significant ppl whose talks/conversations which got me through all my tough/challenging times.

my room is almost done.i think.haha.putting everything back in its place.haha.

i wanna go shopping.rahhhh.shopping.haha.

gonna babysit tmr.gotta wake at 7am.-yawns-.

alrights,gonna watch my GA.dnt bother talking to me when im watching my GA.haha.

peace and love.

<3



Friday, June 22, 2007; 1:53 AM

you really gotta watch this.=D
ENJOY
<3




Wednesday, June 20, 2007; 1:43 AM

D.MEADE. haha.

BROZEIT (after beer)

BROZEIT (half way thru beer)


QQQQQQQ




MR SANJAY. =D .(i hate how i look in the photo.haha.he forgot to shave,i told him to the day before.haha.so he said pretend its e look he is going for.haha.)


MY TEAM,MY TEAM,MY TEAM,MY TEAM-to "My Humps"-(sher is missing)





im stressed doing my room.i really am n i have to complete it by thurs!!!!






came across some of my sec stuff.lower sec ones n sec 3 lots.brought back fond/-kill me- memories.sigh.haha.






i managed to rip some stuff up after yearSSSSSS.and some, i just cldnt.i wanted to break something but i just cldnt.i cracked up reading some stuff too.haha.damn i miss those days.






you know, seriously, school literally "cradles" us.we are protected from the real world.once ur out from sch, you either sink or swim.the world out there can be tough.having a stint at it has open my eyes in more ways than you can imagine.i find that im at a win-win situation now.what ive gone thru,no book can ever teach.












went online n chatted with Jon.haha.he misses meeee.hahah.n he said real nice stuff to me.he made my day.haha.damn i miss him.really miss him annoying me.haha.i miss being a bitch to him.ahah.im not used to this lifestyle now.after running a 7am-2am life,rushing proposals n meetings, its hard to adjust to what i have now.i rater do hotel billings now.hahaha.eventhough i dreaded it in shanghai.5 1/2 hrs doing that.i killed myself.HAHA.im really having a tough time adjusting.haha.cant wait to meet up with him.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.he's my daniel meade,or a.k.a. trying very hard to be but cannot make it.HAHA.yes,im his ugly betty.haha.i love him my s club 7 notepad behind for him.haha.












i cant imagine the impact all of them left on me.leanrt lots from them.all the highs n lows.i think back bout the lows, n its real bad.elaine saw me in a bad state, n so did sanjay.i cant imagine that i got through it.only possible with God of course.haha.=D.e highlight for me has got to be the opportunity to fly to shanghai to work.












kk,i dnt know y im writing this now wen its suppose to be for the last post.i guess,i really am missing them.well, quote unquote from jas when i was saying my final goodbye to her, "what goodbye!more beer n clubbing.".HAHA.












its 2am.damn it.haha.im tired yet not tired.my body is not used to this!!!im usually piled up to the max with work, n now, nothing.NO-THING!bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.='(.
MCLEAN.















Sunday, June 17, 2007; 1:42 AM


farewell yest.heart pain.will upoad the pics soon.gerry bought me a stripe notebook.so swt.sanjay was annoying.haha.here i was drinking my water at my comp n he announced(literally yelled) this, "Sam, are you crying? Hey everyone, Sam is crying!"HAHA.so annoying.gonna miss anoyying him.haha.miss jonnnnnnn.misss jasssss.miss chris.miss all of them.haha.miss shann.gotta upload the photos.gotta get shanghai photos from ah lua.went to brozeit for me farewell.beer was good.i had my aftensaft.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.sausages were good.haha.well, i can actually spend quality time with emmanuel now.haha.miss him.cant wait to see him later.

HAPPY FATHERS' DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!weeeee.andy's first fathers' day today.haha.so nice.haha.
i wanna write about so many things but i just cant.haha.listening to the cd jas introed me.woo hoo hoo.i wanna dance.haha.weather was fantastic today.i was such a bum today.haha.woke up at like 1.30pm?HAHA.had lunch n went back to bed till 7pm.HAHA.it's the weather.n it seems emmanuel slept the whole day as well.haha.follow the godma.HAHA.
damn i miss you too.



Monday, June 11, 2007; 3:29 PM

im back!!!im finally back from Shanghai.was there for 8 days.i fell really sick on my 4th day there.puking n diarohhea.so bad.i thought i was going to die.and now i know the feeling n meaning of passing out in the toilet.i passed out 3 times on that day.just flat on the toilet floor.haha.
ok.besides that.i really have to start by saying this,
now, i really know why people actually have flings when they go overseas.HAHA.i may or may not write more about this.HAHA.
getting a cab in Shanghai is madness.haha.first night, we had shanghainese food.drunken prawns.i went backwards when i saw it jumping infront of me.haha.and i ate one by pressure from serene n shannon.hahaha.kill me!haha.
jap food another night, woah.free flow of alcohol.ppl actually puke at the restaturant cuz they consume too much.hahaha.i has just about enough.haha.it was shannon's bday, so we celebrated her bday there.haha.so fun.took a cab to grand hyatt with karthi.wow, hyatt there only starts from the 42nd floor.imagine that.e buliding beside hyatt is going to be the tallest buliding in the world.its still in the making, but its like,WOW.the bulidings there are nothing to like we have here.overthere, it like in al shapes with tacky lights lining them.haha.super brand mall is heaven.haha.there r 2 parts of shanghai, pudong n puxi.i was staying in pudong but i managed to explore puxi.i love puxi.the architecture there is just gorgeous.i love it.haha.my mandarin has improved tremendously.haha.ah lua also says so.cuz i dnt look chinese, i get harassed alot.argh.that part was irritating.missed Emmanuel like mad.haha.
chris describes shan n i as this: "not avaiable in singapore but available in shanghai."HAHAHAHA.
i dnt think i will write n detail about what i wrote briefly about earler.
aussies. =D