Tuesday, February 27, 2007; 8:17 PM


CUZ CHELSEA, CHELSEA IS OUR NAME!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


so happy for Chelsea. but it was bitter sweet cuz of what happened to JT. i was too shocked. my heart sank. but all is well now(i hope). -whew-. Lampard was hot, as usual. haha. he was breaking up the fight!-bleah-.not making it worst!!!!

wow. 5 death. my grand uncle passed away. i went to his wake on sunday. it's really sad. they all can still joke around and say he looks like a mafia. haha. he does. haha. he looks so peaceful. haha. going for he funeral tmr. sigh. pain.

i caught norbit and ghost rider on sunday with sweetie. haha. miss her lots. what a blast. haha. our asses were sore after the mini movie marathon. haha.

i caught casino royale yest. haha.yes yes, im like super late in catching that movie. haha. i enjoyed it. haha. i really did. especially the part where he was poisoned.

Dad: "The fella(Daniel Craig, aka, Bond, James Bond) looks like Lampard."

Me: "Really?" -looks closely, with a huge grin on my face-

Dad: "Yah, he looks like Lampard. See."

Me: -still looking closely-. "Eh, yah. He does."

Dad: "YAH, BOTH OF THEM ARE UGLY"

Me: -i turned to him with my BIG BIG BIG eyes and looked at him. i wanted to laugh because he said it in such a manner which was cracking me up inside like mad. i looked at my mum and she just looked straight ahead controlling herself from laughing-

Dad: "Both ugly fellas."

(he meant it in a cute, funny way. HAHA)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

thats my dad. it seems to me, he doesnt like ppl i like. refering to boys.

HAHAHA.

i love my daddy.

haha.

Thank you God for guiding me. Please continue to guide me. Amen.






Thursday, February 22, 2007; 4:15 PM

going to mass soon. it's lent. cleansing period. Amen.
4 deaths so far this yr. and it's only feb. hmmmm.
oh well.
to me, while im cleansing me.
i need to cleanse my life.
washing out ppl i dont need in my life.
ppl who wanna snatch the lil things i have in my life.
ppl who want to portray a "have pity on me, im fragile" look and play with my emotions and would literally steal my husband if they had the chance.
ppl who still say they love me and ask me to take care but are stealing all i have behind my back.
you see, my life...it's pretty cool,
somehow, without me asking, i will eventually find out your evil motives.
this has been happening all my life.
so, you see, while you think i dont have a clue about what you have done and are going to do behind me back, i do.
and i dont even need to lift a finger to know.
it just comes to me.
i cant explain how or why this happens to me.
but, im thankful. i really am.
i know more than you think.
if you are reading this and are guilty,
........
(YOU FILL IN THE BLANKS)
muackz
<3



Monday, February 19, 2007; 8:56 PM

im really too tired/ occupied to type everything in detail, therefore, here comes the point forms.
  • sick
  • fever
  • unexpected call
  • hospital-->everyday
  • shocked
  • reunion
  • acknowledge
  • i dont give a damn about you means i sit with my back facing you and i dont feel guilty
  • roll eyes
  • cousins
  • cny
  • family
  • visiting
  • betting with a table of patricians (HAHAHAHAHAHA) -broke even
  • ang pao
  • new day
  • bad news
  • heart stop beating
  • reviving a person
  • dreaded call
  • uneasy feeling
  • call of truth
  • death
  • tears
  • never seen this particular someone cry this badly(I LOVE HIM!)
  • prayers
  • being there for the ones I love




Tuesday, February 13, 2007; 10:49 PM

woke up suddenly at 7.30am, i cldnt swallow, i cldnt move, i felt numb all over and my head was spinning. how great. what a time to fall ill. went to the docs at 12pm. i felt like i was gonna faint when i was on the way to the docs. u shld have seen the docs face when he took my temp. it was high, high, high. HAHA. i wanted to laugh but i was just hurting all over. i feel like a zombie. ive been uptight about somethings these days. my mind is just to full of questions. but i was talking to "mr ronaldo" (HAHA!) and dnt ask me why, i felt better. and he nags alot for me to sleep early always!!! haha. but i never seem to listen. stubborn is my middle name mr! HAHA. we're gonna continue out debate and bet over manu n chelsea soon. woo hoo hoo. i think its gonna be over prata. HAHA. we can turn so mean over this elp thing. haha.

you know, i had a conversastion with a good friend of mine late last month and i recall telling him, i wasnt ready for something that was happening to me. but i realised, i am. im really happy. so, why not. haha. woo hoo hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

FEVER IN THE MORNING.

FEVER ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT.

(literally, HAHA)




Sunday, February 11, 2007; 8:24 PM

st james power station. bah, i wnt go back. haha. service, bleah. and the club was like a maze. all linked by a door or curtain. it was hard to find the toilet too. hahahaha. we ended up at movida. haha. the singer was hot. hahah. one for one drinks. vodka cranberry for me. haha. i didnt have dinner cuz i wasnt hungry. make that kak and i. haha. i was like oh no, half way on my second round. emprty stomach and alcohol, that aint too good. hahahahaha. but i was alright in the end. whew. haha. it was a nice causual hang out. ooooooo, lucky it was free entry before 9pm, it wouldnt be worth if i had to pay for entry. haha. i had a nice time out. haha. walked to vivo cuz we were hungry after drinks. make that me. haha. haha. macs for supper. hahahaha. cabbed back to my place. haha. questions, questions. haha. hads macs in the wee hours and kak and i were watching a movie, such a great movie at like 1am till 3am. hahah.sione's wedding. hahahah.robbie magasiva is ours. no one can steal him from us. hahaha. then were chatting all thw way till like 5.3oam.haha. we both stoned the next day wen we woke up at 1.30pm?hahaha. den we watched you, me and dupree and scoop. hahah.hugh jackman, my word. haha. haha. if this entry seems all over the place, i apologise. haha. im watching heroes while typing this. hahahaa. love to all. muackz. <3
oh, i cant stress more how i do not like 2faced people,evil people, liars, and fakers.
ok, see ya.
duck rockers for life.
hahahahaha.



Friday, February 09, 2007; 1:48 PM

MY mr sexy. i just had to post this pic. SEXYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

well, let me start by saying, God is Great and I thank God for all the many blessings that he has showered me with. =D



i had a blast yest. haha. kak, mama, mummy and i went out. woo hoo hoo. shopping. haha.great world city then to town. lots of walking and laughing. haha. known them my whole life. love them lots. haha. muackz. <3


waiting for kak to come to my place now. mandy, andy, mandy's friend(kefri), kak and i are going out. woo hoo hoo. haha. actually its like a blind date for kak n kefri. HAHAHAHAHA. this is gonna be an interesting outing. haha. kak should probably be on her way to my place now. gonna makan downstairs then up to my place to put her stuff den we are off to st james. haha. so far, the venue is st james. haha. i cant wait. haha. i think i will be laughing like no other. hahahahaha.

kak is no 3. woo hoo hoo. i have no idea how this night is gonna end. haha.

muackz. <3




Tuesday, February 06, 2007; 3:47 PM

At times when ends barely meet, when the heart can no longer take anypain, And life seems really impossible, remember what the Lord said,"Before they Call, I will answer". Please read on...>>

Isaiah 65:24>

This story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa Onenight I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in spiteOf all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny premature baby and aCrying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the babyAlive, as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run anincubator).

We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on theequator, Nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One studentmidwife went For the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool thatthe baby would Be wrapped in. Another went to stoke up the fire and filla hot water bottle. She came back Shortly in distress to tell me that infilling the bottle, it had burst(rubber perishes easily in tropicalclimates). "And it is our last hot water Bottle!" she exclaimed. As inthe West, it is no good crying over spilled Milk so in CentralAfrica it might be considered no good crying over burst Water bottles.They do not grow on trees, and there are no drugstores down Forestpathways.

"All right," I said, "put the baby as near the fire as you safely can,and Sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts.Your job is To keep the baby warm."

The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with anyof The orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave theyoungsters Various suggestions of things to pray about and told themabout the tiny Baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby warmenough, mentioning The hot water bottle, and that the baby could soeasily die If it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-oldsister, crying Because her mother had died.

During prayer time, one ten-year old girl, Ruth, prayed with the usualblunt Conciseness of our African children. "Please, God" she prayed,"send us a Water bottle. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the babywill be dead, so Please send it this afternoon."

While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, "Andwhile You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the littlegirl so She'll know You really love her?" As often with children'sprayers, I was put on the spot. Could I honestly Say, "Amen". I just didnot believe that God could do this. Oh, yes, I know That He can doeverything, the Bible says so. But there are limits, aren'tThere? The only way God could answer this particular prayer would be bySending me a parcel from homeland. I had been in Africa for almost fourYears at that time, and I had never, ever received a parcel from home.Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot waterbottle? I lived on the equator! Halfway through the afternoon, while Iwas teaching In the nurses' training school, a message was sent thatthere was a car at My front door.

By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there, on the veranda,was A large twenty-two pound parcel. I felt tears pricking my eyes. Icould not Open the parcel alone, so I sent for the orphanage children.Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each knot. Wefolded The paper, taking care not to tear it unduly. Excitementwas>mounting. Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on thelarge cardboard box. From the top, I lifted out brightly colored,knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled As I gave them out.

Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy Patients, and thechildren looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed Raisins andsultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend.

Then, as I put my hand in again, I felt the ... Could it really be? IGrasped it and pulled it out - yes, a brand-new, rubber hot waterbottle. I Cried. I had not asked God to send it; I had not trulybelieved that He Could

Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, cryingOut, "If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly too!"Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small,beautifully dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She had never doubted!Looking up at me, she asked: "Can I go over with you and give this dollyto that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?" Thatparcel had been on the way for five whole months. Packed up by my formerSunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's promptingto send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. And one of the girlshad put in a dolly for an African child - five months before, in answerto the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring it "that afternoon."

"Before they call, I will answer" (Isaiah 65:24). This awesome prayertakes less than a minute. When you receive this, say the prayer, that'sall you have to do. No strings attached. Just send it on to whomever youwant - but do send it on. Prayer is one of the best free gifts wereceive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards.

Let's continue praying for one another:

Father, I ask you to bless my friends reading this right now. I amasking You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where thereis pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self doubting,release a renewed confidence to work through them. Where there istiredness or exhaustion, I ask You to give them understanding,guidance, and strength as they learn submission to Your leading.

Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask You to renew them byrevealing Your nearness, and by drawing them into greater intimacy withYou. Where there is fear, reveal Your love, and release to them Yourcourage. Where there is a sin blocking them, reveal it, and break itshold over my friend's life. Bless their finances, give them greatervision, and raise up leaders and friends to support and encourage them.Give each of them discernment to recognize the evil forces around them,and reveal to them the power they have in You to defeat it. I ask you todo these things in Jesus' name.

P.S. Passing this on to anyone you consider a friend will bless youboth. Passing this on to one not considered a friend is something Christwould do.

"Do not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps if you're not willing tomove your feet."

(THAT'S MY FAV LINE ABOVE ALL)




Monday, February 05, 2007; 10:50 PM

what goes around, comes around.
what goes up, must come down.

evil people will never prosper. what's worst is when THESE kind of people use the Lord's name and preach about the LOVE of God.

false prophets.

SIN.




Friday, February 02, 2007; 6:46 PM

I LOVE GOD!
AMEN!
"I am your Creator. You were in my care even before you were born."
With God be my side, I have no fear.
He protects me from all hidden danger.
He will never let me fall.
He is my refuge and strength.