Monday, January 29, 2007; 8:46 PM

where in the world shall i start? HAHAHA. i think i have to write in point form or not, haha.

ermmmmmmmmmmmm. hahaha.

wed-240107:

hollandv with hailey love.haha.nydc.cool lil shops.wonderful time.stupid pics.haha.fun bus ride.shopping.borders.lampard.topshop.HAHAHAHAHA.thanks hailey love!

fri-260107:

nyp open house.it was like an sac reunion.haha.it was madness.haha.my sandals burst.haha.at nyp.pai seh.haha.poor sa, we bought glue and she glued it back.her hands and fingers all had glue.haha.thanks sweetie!haha.but the other sides started to burst.haha.we used duck tape.haha.but it didnt work.haha.fel, i love you.haha.she saved my life. she had spare slippers in her locker!thanks fel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!what a fun train ride back with jo.haha.taking pics and i nearly took someones butt.hahahaha.

sat-270107:

woke up at 5am cuz work started at 7am.i was like a zombie.this event, yanli,dom.clara,gary,pq,two other fellas and i were on it.haha. tiring. mad crowd.haha. saw alyssa and jill.haha.then i saw fifi and san.haha.den i saw kimmy and kelly.kimmy went home to tell her mummy.haha.it was so funny.saw nung and her daughter too.haha.haha.i asked glenda for time off or not i wont be able to catch mass cuz i had work tmr as well.haha.try getting a cab illegally at 6pm+ in town.it will ver happen.dont ask me how, i had one.i was like "Thank you God." i was rushing to The Cathedral.guess who was the cabbie, Fr Tim Yeo's older bro.i was like..WHAT?haha.long story how i found out.but he was fab!!!haha.cant say who i bumped into there and where i went to makan with the person cuz of personal reasons.haha.saw alyssa along with her family there after mass.haha.had a bloddy good dinner at chijmes.haha.thanks for the treat!!muackz.<3

sun-280107:

this time, work was at 9am. still tired.haha. legs were ouch!!!haha.i cant pick up calls when im working.its impossible.haha.i saw hailey under miss call.haha. then i saw her msg during like a 5min break.and i freaked out.haha.she had free tics for hoobastank concert.i was like, WHAT?i was trying not to freak out. i wanted to go for this but i was like, nah, not enough cash,so when i saw it, i was like.....jumping for joy.i called her during my short lil break and i was like...AHHHH.haha.all of us working took photos after it ended.haha.that was the fun part.haha.

poor hailey was waiting for me like forever for me.cuz i was working.sorry love!!!!haha.thanks for waiting for me.haha.and thanks of thinking of me.haha.met her then i wanted to change but my tee was stained with chee kweh.haha.yanli was such a dear, she bought chee kweh for lunch for teo of us to share.such a dear she is.thanks yanli!!!haha, so had to go to ps and but a shirt.haha.cuz i was wearing the event shirt.haha.carls jr for dinner and my aim was to give hailey the time of her life.her very first concert.haha.walked to fort canning.haha.we were actusally standing at the 4th row, we ended up in the 2nd row.what a view.haha.dan, chris, doug and josh.doug is hailey's. josh is mine.HAHA. my freaking boobs were grabbed by this ang moh guy.WTF!and this same guy nearly got whacked by the bf of the couple behind me cuz i think he touched some private part of his wife.stupid guy!and his freind his gf wee making out in the middle of the crowd.get a room!bahhhh.fab concert.haha.such a great concert.haha.i noticed that the band didnt run off after the concert, so i pulled hailey to the backstage area.and we waited.true enough, doug came out to sign autographs.HAHAHA.hailey was armed with the cam while i was sticking out our tics for him to sign.hahaha.i was holding both tics so he signed one and i was like the other one, the other one pls.HAHAHAHA.he signed both.haha.thanks doug!haha.den, josh came out,i was like, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!he is so nice.he singed both our tics.hahahaha.and we took a photo with him.hahahah.woo hoo hoo.den hailey and i asked him, "can we have a hug?" he said "sure". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.i hugged josh. hahaha. josh is mine.hahah.doug is hailey's.after that, we left, hailey's feet were hurting, i asked her to take her heels off.haha.i carried her heels.den she saw her bus.i ran to stop her bus while holding her heels.hahah.she was behind me.haha.i told the bus driver, "thank you, she injured her feet".hahahah. that was so funny.thanks hailey love for the tics and for a wonderful time!

JOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.hahahaha.

ok, im dead tired.hahahaha.im going to sign off now.muackz.<3

will put up the photos soon.HEEEEEEEEEEE.




Tuesday, January 23, 2007; 6:36 PM







I LURVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THEM.
MUACKZ
<3



Sunday, January 21, 2007; 8:57 PM

what a week.haha.thurs went to work from 6-9pm at tec for packing goodies for sat's event.we ended at 11.30pm.haha.sa came n worked this time.she liked the big conf room.i love it too.haha.tiring.haha.i think we counted marbles till thy kingdom come.went to eat supper at ABC after that.so hungry...we felt like stuffed pigs after that.haha.idiot, she kept calling me 'sua ku' that day.and in the cab, we were laughing like we never laughed before.and we were laughing about something we shldnt be laughing about.but we just cldnt take it.omg.that was such a good laugh.

sat woke up at 6am.i nearly died.haha.i was like a zombie.haha.ive not smelt air at that time for a nong nong time.met sa at 7.15am at sing post macs.haha.brings back o level days.haha.reporting time was at 9am.we were onsite at 8.20am.haha.didnt go to waste, got working straight away.this event is considered nothing to others.haha.but it was fun.all the children.my favourites, two borthers.Emmanuel and Augstine.(HAHAHAHA).Emmanuel is like k1 or k2?and his younger bro,Augustine is 19months.omg!!!that small fella is so cute.hugs n kisses for me.yay yay.haha.and Emmanuel, such a bright boy n speaks excellent english.ovely mum n grandma too.and the mum is expecting one more.woo hoo hoo.and nicholas's kids.im in love with them too.his son, Christopher and his youger daughter Sophia.OMGGGGGGGGGGG.then pauline's Emmanuel.WOW!that fella is a joker.he was watching the show at my station,squatting down.den the camera man squatted down to film him.and he didnt move.he just shifted his eyes from the tv screen to the camera and gave such a cheeky smile!i tell u, eeteng,myself n others were all so tickled by it.cheeky fella.haha.and he is nursery?hahahahaha.shagged after the event.

cab down with sa to wisma to meet j.lers.havent seen them for ages.haha.miss them lots.dinner at 4,5+ at food republic den off to macs cafe was pure randomness and crap.hahahahaha.saw dee,karen n nisha.haha.we just talked n talked n talked.haha.and lots of pics.haha.den off to far east to find a belt for jo.we all bought badges.hahaha.den off to heeren.i was super tired.sorry guys!after awhile,sa n i left.said our goodbyes at heeren at spinelli side.den sa n i made out way to the other entrace,puma side cuz we were gonna cab.and then, i fell. flat on my back n butt. omg.i was mad pai seh but it hurt more n i was shocked.everyone just stared.sa was helpin to get up but i stopped her cuz of my back.then this fella, macho fellaa, came up n helped me and asked if i was alright.thanks!!!!to whoever u were!thank you so much!i broke my fall with my left palm.so i feel like the phantom of the opera.my life side is hurting me.left palm,left rib cage,left back,left butt cheek and left ankle.my tears just flowed.haha.poor sa, out of all the yrs that she has known me, she has never seen me fall.she was shock too.she was mad with me that i was laughing it off n tearing at the same time.sa!!!!!!!!!!!!!i love you!!!!!!!!!!!.dont worry!!!!!she called my mum today!!she actually called my mum.hahaha.poor girl.haha.

oooooooooooooo,first day of class today.so many new kids.oh my.hahaha.but so much fun.haha.matthew!!!omg.haha.and jacob.hahaha.ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,cant wait to see them nxt wk.

ok,im going to lie down in pain now.penance time.haha

love to all.muackz.<3




Wednesday, January 17, 2007; 8:57 PM

yesterday,at 6pm, i was watching my tyra show. and i was enjoying it cuz clay aiken was on.(I LOVE HIM!)haha.his voice. woo hoo hoo. then, i had a msg at 6.07pm from kak.it read...
"Sam, I have an extra ticket for muse tonight.wanna come?"
i nearly died. just the previos night, i was like 'dang, i shld have bought tics for muse.' kak asked me that time if i wanted to go, i said yes but tight on $$.HAHA.so i painfully dreaded yest. but when i got her msg, i was like a monkey. haha. no one was home so i had to make a few calls. woo hoo hoo. best part, the show was at 8pm. haha. rushed down to ps to meet kak,ying n janice. free tic, woo hoo hoo. dnt wanna get anyone in trouble to so no info how i got the free tic.haha.but, "THANKS BABES!". it was a freaking sold out concert. haha. mad guitars. mad singing. haha. sweaty ppl everywhere. hot guys, very hot guys everywhere too. haha. i dnt know how from where we stood at the beginning which was at the side, free from the crowd, we ended in the middle of them.moshing n all.haha.my foot got steped on dnt know how many times.haha.lots of jumping up and down.lots of mad dancing.lots of screaming.head bobbing.sea of ligh up lighters.haha.and i had the honour of stading in front of the this fella who was singing his lungs out which literally was bursting my left ear drum.damn loud.haha.but he cld sing well.
-whew-.but just too loud.haha.omg, muse. i was in awe.the drums, the guitar and base. OMG!they were so fab.on the floor with the guitar.i felt him.haha.bumped into xue ling.debbie was there but i didnt see her.haha.when i got home n i was online, stewart saw my nic n she was like 'you were there too?'.haha. i thought she was there too.but it was her friend.and she told me that he said this.

`junCti0n[No matter how much you love a person, you 'll still step away when the edge of their blood pool comes too near said:
haha he said they are fucking awesome

HAHAHAHA.i told her that she could say that again.they were fab.the ppl were all going mad too.haha.abang was there too.haha.i think i really needed the concert.yest was a busy,rollercoaster day.bahhhhhhhh.i learnt to say, "WHATEVER!". my sis thought me that on sunday.haha.but i say it inside of me.haha.im not that rude to say that to someone. straight to the face.haha.




Tuesday, January 16, 2007; 2:34 AM

fcuk.
im not going to go through this again.
i cant afford for this to happen.
fcuk.fcuk.fcuk.fcuk.
damn it.
why?
just tell me why?
argh.
its pain you know.
its pain!




im like tired.but i cant sleep.bleah.
oh well,
i found myself in a weird position/situation a few mins back.
i mean, it was weird.
some would say, 'you nutcase!'
others would knock my head
others would stay silent
others would say 'nothing wrong what'
but im not doing wrong.
its just me,
its just this weird feeling.
its all pure innnocence.
but i just feel weird.
its like i feel its either or.
not both.
HAHA.
but...
oooooooooooooooooooooooo,
i could just smack myself now.
my tummy feels weird,
my head is feeling light.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh,
sam, you goon! -bish-
i cant take it,
its weird.
but there's nothing wrong,
but i feel that it is.
i cant go on like this.
i will dig my own grave.
but if i had to choose,
i know who i will choose,
i will choose......



Saturday, January 13, 2007; 1:59 PM

you know, when i watch movies, hear stuff and read articles or books and all, i find a common thing regarding to love.ive been thinking bout this.
when someone finds herself in a situation where she cant explain herself n how she feels for this person, she automatically thinks its love. i find that rather 'bahhhh.'
i mean, it doesnt mean its love.why must someone always think its love when u cant explain how
u feel.
i know ppl say that 'love cant be described'. i agree. BUT that doesnt mean that if you cant explain how you feel for a pers
(getting bullied by mr kpo quah--BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.interupted.)haha.
ok.back.1 hr--on going fight and helpful,funny fella.haha.where was i...
ok...
yeah, if you cant explain how you feel for a person, it doesnt mean, its love.
maybe, this person just showed up at the correct time in your life.
maybe he has a nice character.
maybe he treats you the way you would like to be treated.
maybe you like his trades.
maybe you were seraching for someone like him.
but all this, doesnt mean, its love.
you meet new ppl everyday, and u take away things you like about them.
but that doesnt mean that if u feel something for this one person who has more good trades than others,its love cuz u tell urself,'i think its love cuz i just cant describe it'
seriously, think about it.
its so....(im trying to find that word)
love is such a strong word.and sometimes, it makes me sick to see that word being overused with no meaning attached to it.
its such a beautiful,meaningful,strong word.

mr quah - "u sleep", "if not ull die"

HAHAHAHAHA.




Thursday, January 04, 2007; 9:07 PM

i cant post the rest of the photos. im putting them in sequence.hahahaha.in the mean time,again,these are some phtos from 24th-26th dec 06.haha.
MONTEIRO.MONTEIRO.TAN
SAM.MUNI
SAM.MUM.DAD
SAM.MUM
SAM.CHELSEA
 SAM.JARED
MILTON.BELLE.KAREN
NIGEL.GABBY
 NIGEL.GABBY



Monday, January 01, 2007; 6:23 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
i literally kissed 2006 goodbye!
it's a new year.
full of hope,
new beginnings.
woo hoo hoo.
i think the biggest joke for me to end 2006 was.....
i was working on new years eve.
hahahaha. i used to say that ppl who work on new years eve are nuts.haha.
i joined the club. woo hoo hoo.
i was working for the nations countdown at vivo.
the bummer part was being sick. was down with fever, flu, soar throat and a swollen neck for the past few days.i really hecked it for yest.haha.fast forward to 11.59pm, i just recalled 2006 and i just could not wait to put everything behind me.
all of us gathered together and started counting down with gurmit n all the stars...HAPPY NEW YEAR!
hugs everwhere.woo hoo hoo.welcome 2007!!!with open arms im welcoming 2007 into my life.hahaha.
i was happily watching the medleys by the stars,especially by julian hee cuz he is absolutely hot and cute and sexy and goegeous when jason comes up and continues to spoil my image of julian.i cant mention here cuz u know, i may get someone in trouble.haha.but i tell you, i nearly killed jason.he just wont drop that topic.HAHA.thats y, my resolution for jason for 2007 is.."it's 2007, BE NICE!".hahaha.now he says he cant wait for 2008.HAHAHAHA.funny fella.i tell you, after the party ended, we had free dj spinning and these two girls were grinding one another.the girls and i were like..OMG!cant say much bout the guys.probably enjoying the view.hahahaha.the worst part, the banglahs(is that how u spell it?..HAHA) started dancing beside them.my jaw dropped.hahaha.kelT and another fella took of their tags n joined in.i covered my face.i salute them for being so daring.hahahahaha.
for the record, JOAKIM IS NICE AND DOWN TO EARTH.
haha.and i really dont care what the rest of the world thinks.he's a nice fella.haha.after signing out, i was gonna share a cab home with ethan,yanli and jason.we were waiting for a cab at vivo and there were hardly any cabs.jason called glenda and asked if her bf could just drop us where they were going cuz we we would have a better chance of getting a cab there.in the end, jason n ethan were hungry so we all ended up eating at tiong bahru at 2am+?haha.yanli n i didnt wanna eat, but in the end, we saw the food and the constant words of jason,"eat la...hiya...just eat la..."hahahah.so we ate.our first meals oof 2007,hor fan,fried kway teow,black hokkien mee and aloevera dessert.HAHAHAHA.yanli and i were talking about this particular topic, and hahaha.and we just could not believe ethan's and jason's response.haha.BOYS!hahahaha.when we left the shop, we all,all of a sudden felt awake.we were like,"ok..lets go clubbing now."HAHA.yeah rite..we got a cab almost instantly.when we got in, in a few mins, my eyes were closing,yanli's n ethan's were closed.haha.dunno bout jason.he was in front.haha.was reaching home n once again,jason n i were bickering.got home round 3.30am+.haha,haha.non-stop the whole day.joke rite.and till this very second, rite now, we are bickering over soccer.haha.we've been at it since i reached home early this morning and we bicker over various topics.HAHA.
im off to bum around n solve the neck problem of mine.
2007 baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!