Saturday, December 30, 2006; 1:17 PM

i cant seem to upload the photos from 24th dec to 26th.
haha.for the mean time, these are the photos of Tanya's HOLIDAY,Christmas at my sis place and breakfast with lisa.
WE LOVE YOU TANYA!
SAM.MEL.SHARIFAH.SHARON.
 SHARON.SAM.SHARIFAH.
DADDY
 MANDY
MUMMY
 MANDY AND MY GODSON IS IN THERE. HAHAHA.
LISA GOH!HAHAHAHA.

SAM.LISA.




Sunday, December 24, 2006; 3:58 PM

i just got back from collecting the turkey. super long. haha. this Christmas, im the assistant chef in the house. woo hoo hoo. when my sis heard, she said "Oh no.".HAHAHA.basket.im super tired.slept around 3+? and got up 8+?and ive been working my butt off.i wanna sleep.haha.i dunno how am i gonna survive this Christmas period.haha.the visitings and long happy hours.hahahaha.oh man.....it's Christmas!!!!woo hoo hoo.
ppl are gonna start arriving at my place in like 2hrs?hahahaha.i stink!HAHAHAHAHA.
MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!
HAVE A BLESSED AND WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS!
SPREAD THE LOVE AND JOY!
MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. <3
i hear dad calling me for a Contreau 7-Up.WOO HOO HOO.happy hour!
hahahahahahahaha.



Tuesday, December 19, 2006; 8:54 PM

MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME AN IPOD FOR CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAD CAME WITH MUM N I LAST MIN AND THEY WANTED TO SURPRISE ME BUT THEY WERE SCARED THAT THEY MIGHT BUY THE WRONG ONE.
OMG!
IVE BEEN WANTING AN IPOD FOR THE LONGEST TIME EVER. LONGER THAN I WANTED FRANK LAMPARD!HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I THOUGH I DIED WHEN THEY SURPRISED ME AND WENT INTO THE SHOP AT WHEELOCK TO BUY IT. I REGAINED MY LIFE WHEN I SLIPPED AND LOST MY SLIPPER ON MY RIGHT FOOT.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
IPOD!OH MY GOSH!FINALLY.HAHAHAHHAHAHA.IVE BEEN SAVING UP FOR IT AND WAS ABOUT TO GET IT BUT THEY GOT IT FOR ME FOR CHRISTMAS!OMG!!!!!!HAHAHAHA.JASON MSGED ME BOUT SOMETHING AND I DNT KNOW IF THIS IS COINCIDENCE OR ANYTHING, BUT HE SEEMS TO BE MY GOOD LUCK CHARM.TODAY WAS PRETY GOOD.HAHAHAH.HE IS SO THICKSKIN.HE SELF PROCLAIMS THAT PPL AROUND HIM WILL SURELY HAVE GOOD LUCK BECAUSE OF HIM!BLEAH.HAHAHAHA.
IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.IPOD.




hmmmmmmmmmm.where shall i start?

oooo, i finally went out with tay shiqi.haha.if u asked me when was the last time i saw her, i cant even answer that question.watched The Holiday.Jude Law!-faints-then we went shopping/hunting for a bag for her.from vivo to town.haha.me and vivo...HAHAHA.its becoming a love hate relationship.haha.we found her bag!yay yay!i so saw many things i liked.haha.damn.saw cyn n nic.haha.saw jane n all.so catherine.hahah.it was great to hang out with her after such a long time.haha.

then, sunday , went out with Sa. FINALLY! haha. see la, go out with her till it rained cats n dogs. i had to buy new shoes cuz i was wearing my new shoes and i didnt want it to get spoilt and wet n all. i watched The Holiday again.hahahahahaha.and im not sick of it. Jude Law is just sooooooooooooooooo charming, sexy and hot. i mean, the movie.wow.Sa totally understood why me and the movie had a connection.hahahahahaha.she went shopping that day.bought new sandals, bag.i bought a top.i have to stop shopping.seriously.haha.went into this shop and the person reminded me of someone whom i really dnt wanna talk about. i just needed to get out of the shop.it didnt help that the fella came up to assist sa n i.eeewwww.the hair, the voice, the character were all the same.BLEAH.i thought i was paranoid, but sa felt it too.oh, best part, our lunch was standing in the middle of the pasar malam sharing a ramly burger n old chang kee curry puffs.hahaha.i had a blast that day despite the rain.haha.vila'ge for dinner.so dissapointed with the ham n cheese crepe.bleah.enjoyed my sausage though.it was just great to be out, free n not caring bout anything else.

got home n caught the remaining time of the Chelsea game. I thought i had a heart attack. I prayed so hard for them to win the game.hahahahaha.my prayers came true.haha.the next second, Lampard scored.i jumped up n screamed.hahahahha.mum was so funny.when the camera was on him after he scored, i cant remember what his actions were but my mum scolded him like this, "What you?my daughter here prayed for you.hmph"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. u should have seen her. i was so tickled.and his goal was just pure talent.den drogba scored.OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i was dancing in the living room.hahahahahaha.Blue is the colour. Football is the game. We're all together and winning is our aim.hahahahah.oooooooooo, this reminds me, went to Adidas with Sa and i saw this Chelsea Lampard T-shirt. i nearly screamed.it was only $39!!!HINT HINT!hahahahahahaha.

ive got to go, going out with mum to get remaining christmas presents.when you come from a two side Eurasian family, Christmas is BIG!see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.!muackz.

HAILEY IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!MY LOVE IS HOME!LOVE!!!!!I MISS YOU!WE ARE SO GONNA CELEBRATE!!!!WOO HOO HOO.MUACKZ.lOVE YOU LOTS AND MISS YOU LOTS TOO.<3




Thursday, December 14, 2006; 12:17 PM

ive got to stop waking up and being involved in such hard, deep and sometimes heated conversations. im very tired of it.
how in the world can all of you pick up your legs and go and drink till you spill your guts out but you cant even extend your hand to help your own mother who is in need. oh, how wonderful children you all are.
the stupidity of the human race.
im just here to protect my mother from all this nonsense, stupidity and ignorance of you all.
first, i beome dissappointed. then its followed by sadness, followed by anger. and that is when i turned hard as a rock. i wont give a damn. drop dead beside me and i wont care.
seriously, the stupidity of the human race.



Monday, December 11, 2006; 9:44 PM

TANYA.ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC!!! YOU'RE 18!
SURPRISE TANYA!
MUACKZ <3
BOO BOO AND COTTON CANDY <3
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Where do i start...oooooooo.HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC! haha. celebrated Nic's birthday on Friday at Hard Rock. MADNESS I TELL YOU. ahahha. theme: pink and black. haha. had a blast. i must post nic's video of getting the whole of hard rock to sing her a birthday song. hahaha. lil nic is all grown up. awwww. haha. hope u like ur prezzie nic.
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the next day was Tanya's Surprise Farewell party. it was all A OK untill last min changes. HAHAHA. we tried..we really did. tanya, i hope u were surprised..somewhat. HAHA. the weather was kind to us that day. haha. had a lil picnic at east coast. haha. i bought rachie her very first cotton candy. haha. our anniversary. hahaha.
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went to mass with seah n we were shocked at the changes. everything changed. hahaha. its been some time since i went to mass with her. hahaha. went to see mandy after that n u know what....her tummy is getting bigger.HAHAHAHAHA. i went all soft in the knees. hahaha. oh lil one, i love you so much.
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How do you feel? That is the question...But I forget you dont expect an easy answer. When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes, you cant expect a bit of hope.And while youre outside looking in, describing what you see. Remember what youre staring at is me .



Friday, December 08, 2006; 12:14 AM

how life can change in a split second. i was at the highest of highs on dec 1st(which i will forever love to bits for the rest of my life) and after that, actually, after my date with my love, i was slowly but surely sinking into the lowest of the lows. it started with something which i dnt wanna talk about then other matters and issues came into the picture which were more major. my days just seemed to have gotten from bad to worst. i cldnt take it. i had enough. i mean, WTF! work, family and so many other things. i was like,' give me a break'! enough is realllly enough. for goodness sake, its Advent for crying out loud. It's time for the preparation of coming of Christ and my life just seemed to be time for the preparation of the worst. went to mass to really focus n ask the Lord to life this heavy Cross of mine which i know he has borne on the Cross for me. at some point or other, im pretty sure, we all lose a lil of our faith n seem to slip away from Him however, He never leaves us. Jesus really loves us. He DIED for us. He did not and will not abandon us. Is this period of time a question of my faith, yes it is. but im battling it. i am and i claim that i will come out of it triumphing.

so much has happened, but work wise, its settles(-prays-). i went back yest to help. damn i miss them.haha. Chris was so funny la. hahaha. gave the guys n yee teng this new scent from versace.i was doing my work n out of the blue, this wrist came up to my nose from the back.hahaha.chris was like, "im using it!hahaha". den later on, he msged me to say he liked it. i was in the office n he msged me but later i found out he went out for awhile. haha. he bullies yee teng like mad. poor girl but she gave it to him goodn proper. went back to help kelvin n ying. stress balls. anyway, hope that chapter is over. den i met tanya babe. woo hoo hoo. im honoured to being the first to being her to vivo. haha. SHOPPING! i made her shop n shop n shop. HAHA. had bakerzin with her n we walked n walked n talked n talked. brought her to the sky park to check out the view n i just though back bout 1st dec. HAHA. the room for backstage we used is still standing there. haha. wen went to pac coffee to chit chat with a nice view n we got the swing chair. n we went for more shopping again. haha. it was great time spending with her. babe, if ur reading this, im always here for u k. anytime at all. n likeu said, we know we will keep in touch till we r all despite the oceans between us. haha. love u babe! n pictures pls. hahaha. cab home with tan. tired la. stress + work + alot of walking + alot of shopping + alot of talking = cab home. HAHAHA.

hailey love is away, read her blog n i was so touched. haha. missing her lots. come back love!!!!hahahaha. we are seriously crazy. hahaha. muackz. she'll be back tmr. hahaha. <3

you know what, you will never change. for that split moment i thought you had, and the widest smile appeared on my face. and then, i realised a few moments later, you did not. and once again, you have me the happiest girl and saddest girl in such a short period of time(in seconds). oh, the horror of going through this over n over again. when will you ever learn? when?




Sunday, December 03, 2006; 7:58 PM

let me tell you about my life story from 22nd Nov 2006, i went back to work at TEC.haha.sometimes i think im nuts.i knoe im tired, i feel tired but i still dnt mind the long journey n all cuz of the ppl n the excitement.haha.this time, i had the opportunity to go on-site again.this time, i working with Kelvin(my buddy)hahahaha n Ying.it was at MOS this time.haha.damn good, my first time going to MOS was to work not club.haha.e event was held on the 28th of nov.one of the most tiring part about that was i worked till 1am on mon n the event was on tues. i had to be in the office early on tues(event day) to clear up things n den hurry down to MOS. damn fooking cold.haha.n it was smoke everywhere to thy kingdom come. we didnt even eat.all i had was hot cocoa for the whole day. n it was my first walkie talkie experience.haha.joke i tell u.but i always wanted to use one since my first event.cuz i found that everyone looked damn cool with it and using all black..woo hoo hoo. you got to focus wen u r using walkie.u r dealing with guests n it in your ear, u r hearing ppl calling u to do something.haha.by the end of the night, i was shagged.haha.n at the end of the night i met this fella who works together with TEC.damon, he is damn funny, lame, nice n helpful.hahaha.if i write about him, it would be a compo.hahahahahaha.damon...damon."you cant balance?there..you can what.arents u standing on both ur feet noe,ur not falling?.-.-.hahaha.
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i had one day of rest n i was off to work for TEC again.hahahaha.this time, it was to work for the grand opening of vivo city. this kind of event is termed is special events.ive been doing corporate events.so thursday, i went down for a briefing n walk thru cuz i was on of the head ushers.woo hoo hoo.i saw a familair face at the sky park which was the meeting place.jason.haha.den i saw kelvin, gerry n johnathan.haha.den i got to know dominic.first time for everything.n jason's fren, gq whom i worked with at MOS.myhp was screwed the whole day.bleah... thursday was a killer.the plannning/brainstorming was alright.wenli, meisan,dom n i were under show ushers while jason,gq n kelvin were fan ushers.my team, we were under gerry.she is a great team leader.the hard labour part came wen we had to wrap the whole on the amphitheatre with plastic one by one. if u go to vivo city level 3 sky park, we wrapped everything in case of rain.i had to leave slightly early cuz i wanted to buy me parents dinner.hahahah.they met kelvin.i cldnt stop laughing.haha.brought them to fish n co glass house where tanya babe was working.woo hoo hoo.hahaha.good recommendation for dessert.haha.thanks babe.i had a real bad blister at the end of the day.cldnt wait for event day.
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i was just waiting for dec 1st to come.vivo city grand opening!!!!!!!!woo hoo hoo.on walkie's since we arrived boy.10 different scenarios we went there.gerry had prepared everything-colour coded.haha.perfect weather(pre lanch,post launch,fireworks,food rep,stef sun,post stef suc).HAHAHA.n the same for wet weather.wet weather plan was the worst.we were all just praying for perfect weather. first thing we did was wrap those benches where the plastic came off.dom n i were wrapping them..almost done when it started to pour.we scrambled for our lives trying to help wenli finish up n we ran backstage.we just looked at the sky.damn!!!!the other ushers were gonna arrive at 1pm den gerry was gonna brief them n divide them into our teams.dom n i cldnt stop laughing as gerry was going thru the 10 scenarios with them.poor thing, their look on their faces.hahahahaha.kelly or glenda was saying they will test them later.hahaha.jokers.haha.but i think the ushers face fell abit.hahaha.ying was dangling $50 at the back to me cuz she owed me $50 from the MOS event.hahaha.dom n i were just chilling den i saw jason.he looked stressed n he also looked like kelvin's PA.hahahahaha.poor guy was hungry.hahahha.i had 4 guys in my team.my macho men.hahahahaha.cut the long story short, the rain cleared like 1 hr before the event kicked off.all of us were on our knees to clear the plastics n the water on the seats.had the cue on walkie, "sam,dom..put ur ushers in place."hahaha.show time. had a prob with the seating which turned quite chaotic but it was controlled at the end.den dom came up to me,"where's the towels?".guess what...someone puked red wine.dom n i went to clear it up.the smell.WOAHHHHHHHHH.hahaha.n guests were in already.MADNESS!!!then..the show started woo hoo.den halfway walkie again,"sam,dom,standby for rain during show".which is actually the one of the worst scenarios.dom n i looked at one another n ran as discreetly as possible to inform out teams.this song came on,which i love cuz if the music bed bed beat.dom n i were seated right on top n we started bobbing out heads up n down.HAHAHAHAHA.den the rappers came out n started rapping n they were sayng,"wave ur hands in the air,like u just dont care".HAHAHAHAHA.n dom put his hand up.i just covered my face with the clipboard.hahahahaha.in the end, it didnt!Praise God.haha.so time to usher ppl out to watch the fireworks.has some probs but whatever.just smile n let it go.haha.so the amphitheatre was cleared den the sky was litted up.dom, i n the ushers sat in the amphi which was cleared n we had the best view of the fireworks.it was FOOKING NICE.they had fireworks which looked like lil parachutes coming down.sooooooooooo nice.then,fireworks shot out from all around us.360.my head just spinned 360.one of the best moments of my life.hahaha.i promised my team that they will watch it n i kept my promise.haha.raymond looked like hailey's gab.i have no idea how many time i called him gab.hahaha.den show time again,usher vip's into Food Republic.i finally got to meet Sanjay officially.we see each other all the time,wish each other but never had the time to officially introduce ourselves.hahahaha.he is really nice.so time for stef sun's show.hahahah.it brought me back to those days wen ppl were handling concerts that i went too like...some boybands.hahaha.this time i was handling them.hahaha.change of roles.jason was so funny.hahahahahaha.i asked if he was a stef sun fan.hahaha.he said,she is known for singing off key so he rather go home n listen to her cd.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i was happy wen she sang 'yu jian'!i really like that song.embarassing but true.sec 4 days.hahahaha.dom laughed like mad wen i told him about me attending westlife concerts.hahahahaha.embarassing.he just laughed n laughed.hahaha.raymond got to meet his ex idol.so he must be a happy boy.man.hahahaha.everyone was all smiles at the end.it was all over n it was great.i thanked my team,raymond,keith,yong hao n jun.i dnt know y the show ushers n fan ushers sat separately.hahahah.jason vs dom n i.hahahaha.WAR!!!i dnt y i kept arguing with jason the whole night.hahaha.(STUPID FIGHTS).hahaha.funny fella.look quiet but can argue back.hahahahaha.den we all went on stage n took photos.everyone say,"VIVO!!!!!!!!!!".HAHAHAHAHAHA.the feeling was great.hahaha.den dom n i were like, we r on the same stage as stef sun.hahaha.take it all in.i took the chance of waving at the empty amphi while i was on it.hahahahahahah.madness la.jason's friend is really nice.i cant remember her name.she calls me little girl.hahahha.she is damn nice.she looks younger then me but she is older than jason.hahahaha.got paid on the spot.hahah.aunty mag's hubby was gonna send dom n i home.yay!hugged goodbyes with TEC staff.so sad,Chris,Kelvin,gerry,meisan,wenli,jacq,n a whole lot more.hahaha.dom n i were desperate for a drink.didnt drink for hours.dom was more thirsty than i.gave him to finish my drink-i cldnt finish it anyway.haha.poor boy.went over to harbourfront den i saw jason quing.said out bye byes n got my life home.dom was singing paris hilton in the cab.hahahahah.funny guy la.msged jason to apologise..hahaha..but..nvm..long story,we both were joking bout something.hahah.
what a blast i had. i wanna rewind timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!it's really tiring but it the end result,WOW!
everybody say, "VIVO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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went out with my hailey love yest.tired but i was soooooooooooooooooo looking forward to go out with her.woo hoo hoo.went shopping.ahahahaha.took pics n had a fab dinner.hahahahah.dates with hailey love are always excting.gonna miss my hailey love so much.hailey love.........YOU LOOKED FAB!!!HAHAHAH.N IM GONNA MISS YOU.THANKS FOR A FAB DATE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!MUACKZ.<3
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Thank you God for showing me that the world is not such a bad place with people like these in my lives just when I thought that the world was full of insensative,cunning and 2faced liars.