Saturday, September 30, 2006; 4:32 PM




for the past 3 weeks, i didnt know if it was day or night or even the date. i dnt know wad emails ive replied or those that i have not. hahaha.but, i survived! YES! what a roller coaster ride. im glad im off it but im glad to say goodbye to my lil ones too.
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last sat!!!HAHAHAHAHA.here sa n i went to the courts to play badminton thinking we could.hahaha.but the courts were all booked.hahahah.so we ended up swimming.hahaha.we didnt exactly swim.haha.we talked n talked n talked n talked.hahaha.and played like mad. talk about stress therapy.haha.anyway, sa came up with such a fab idea.hahahah.she wanted to a race in the pool but it had nothing to do with swimming.her race was to kneel on the floor of the swimming pool with ur hands up and see who could reach the finishing line first.HAHAHAHAHA.i dnt think i laughed hard in a long time.hahahahaha.2 idiots havin a race like that in a public pool.hahahah.mad fun that day.
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i met my hailey love on thurs, after my last day of prac and shiny came too.hahahaha.we caught john tucker must die.a chick flick.that was the perfect movie to watch after hectic weeks.ahahahah.shiny didnt really wanna watch it but 2 against 1.HAHA.but i think she ended up laughin the most during the movie.hahaha.went to shop.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.bought a top from topshop.haha.3 of us were trying on clothes in zara in one changing room.hahahah.that was funny n crazy.haha.billy bombers for dinner was mihty fine.i was shagged that day, i was just lying in hail after that.haha.i looked drunk n felt drunk.haha.im blessed to have wonderful friends.
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now, ive got to get ready to meet nic,tan n sa.haha.and i have no idea where r we going.haha.
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Invitation only grand farewells.
Crash the best one, of the best ones.
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight.



Sunday, September 17, 2006; 10:47 PM





friday, oh friday. i cldnt wait for friday. haha. went to Club Momo with hailey. the traffic jam was madness just to get down there. we went to supprt her gab in the Mr n Ms Vogue competition. haha. we were late but wen we got there, it didnt even start.haha. gab's frens are nice.haha.especially guan. the stories hail told me bout him.HAHAHA. so cute n hilarious. well, it didnt start yet, so the whole grp went to get a seat. guan saw seats, sat himself down by himself and bounced to the music by himself.HAHAHAHA. hail n i juz smiled n laughed.hahaha. the competition started n its been months since i saw gab.hahaha.all the support from his friends behind him. i counted, 9 guys and 4 girls. it was a pretty amusing competition. haha. the one liners were like -dots-.one of the girl contestants said this wen asked why she should win:
"I like you BIG and JUCIY. you know, you know." -gives cheeky eyebrow and smile-
i was so tempted to shout, "Yah. Carl's Junior Burgers" HAHAHAHA. it was pretty funny what the contestants had to come up with. but i salute them for having the guts. hahaha. hail n i agreed that gab should have gotten mr personality. but its ok. he did his best. some stupid idiotic fella spilled his beer on my skirt wen he tripped. oooooooo...i saw red. plus, i was wearing a white skirt.ARGH. but i enjoyed myself that night. haha.
hail, if ur reading this, we will go out after all this stressed up period aites?



Sunday, September 10, 2006; 7:42 PM


I STOLE THE FIRST 3 FROM TAN
<3




let me try to describe jaz's party yest in ONE word. GRINDING! ahahahaha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dnt know where to start.lots of dancing.hahahaha.DIRTY DANCING! hahaha. it was darn fun.we danced till it turn into a workout.hahaha.all hot and sweaty.sounds sick?dnt think so far.sa,tanya,nic n i didnt think it was gonna be that much dancing.hahaha.n we had to change partners wen jaz shouted to change,but.hahaha.we just danced the night away.-sort of-wad rocked for me was that i had my personal fav songs to dance too,n it was all played.HIGH ON LIFE!nothing else.hahahaha.
---tanya,if ur reading this,let me tell u of wad i dreamt of after the party in my sleep.hahahahaha.
---nic,im sorry i punched you during the multi shots.HAHAHAHAHA.
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todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,i cldnt get up.hahaha.i was knocked out.hahaha.but i survived.met sa n we went to airport to makan Swensen's.is that how u spell it?haha.im officially a fish.[inside joke].but yeah,its official.she's my cow n im her fish.hahahah.wen to shop abit at changi airport.sa bought a nice bods white tee.off to expo to see jo. n rach.basket, look for them in the book fair,but they were at the food fair.sa n i nearly punched ppl.so irritating wen they juz hit u n all.ARGH!den we went back to the airport.hahaha.n stoned n talked a whole lot of crap.i dnt know how much fights we had today.hahaha.so much bickering.hahahaha.damn tired but had a whole lot of fun.
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Im bringing sexy back.
Them other boys dont know how to act.
I think its special, whats behind your back?
So turn around and Ill pick up the slack



Thursday, September 07, 2006; 9:42 PM

the sound of your voice which lingers by my ears.
the voice which comforts me through all this madness.
those arms which embraces me tightly.
the feeling of security, which makes me believe that everything is possible.
the touch of your fingers running through my hair,
feeling all your love for me through your touch.
that warm and gentle kiss from your lips.
so sweet and so pure.
hours spent lying by one another caught up in our own time.
your skin brushing against mine, locked up in eternity.
you make me feel that no harm could ever come near me.
that you would always be here, right by my side, to protect me from this crazy and wicked world.
you share my sorrows, joys and laughter.
the man who lifts my spirits far and way beyond heaven,
the man who isn't afraid to show his love for me,
the man who has lips of an angel,
the man who loves me.
<3



Monday, September 04, 2006; 10:23 AM

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE TEACHER'S OUT THERE. =D
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went back for teacher's day.haha.more like a reunion for us.it was good.sa,seah,sharifa,nic,lin were so cute on stage.haha.saw my juniors, went back to our old classroom.hahaha.old school...it was great overall.haha.
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this is the kind of people i do not like.im holding myself back from using the word hate.
  1. liars
  2. two-faced
  3. split personality
  4. judgmental
  5. back stabbers
  6. gossipers

ooooooooo...i really dont like these kind of people.

another thing which really annoys me and people i dont like.. :

i do not like people who talk about you in front of your back in a different language about you.and they just ASSUME that you dnt know a single thing.pls, dnt assume and make an ASS out of U and ME.you can jolly well make an ASS out of yourself but not me.thank you.i dont belong to people who degrade themselves.my gosh.wad a -BEEP-.well, it's YOUR problem and you have to live with the consequences.what goes around, comes around. and you would be the loser at the end of the day because, i do understand the language you are speaking.i may be Eurasian,but i do understand your language.i come from a background with friends of all races and friends who speak all kinds of languages.unlike you.wouldnt it be a slap on your face if i went up to you one day and answered something about myself, but the questioned was posed to another of your -BEEP- friends?i can't imagine the look on all your faces.but, i wouldnt do that.why?because im bigger than that and taller than that too.i wouldnt want to stoop to such a low level like you.yes,you may be highly qulified in your scope of your work but you sure as -BEEP- arent highly qualified in morals,values and even playing the ball game of politics. -rolls eyes-.you can jolly well laugh all you want now but remember 2 things...

what goes around, comes around.

AND

he who laughs first, laughs last.