im so honoured to be ONE of the FIVE
UNLUCKY people to be tagged to do this RANDOM thing.-idiot gus-
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.
OK tag at least 5 people....Ready? Start!
1.Lisa
2.Jo
3.Rach
4.Seah
5.Nic
6.Tanya.
7.Sharifah
8.Gus
9.Veron
10.Grace
11.Gabriel
12.Sherwyn
13.Cheryl
14.Timothy
15.Muni
16.Deb
17.Justin
18.Shaun
19.Gerald
20.Shi Qi
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1.How did you meet 14?
met him since pri 1 in cat class.
------------------------------------2.What would you do if you've never met 1?
I would simply DIE!!!!SERIOUSLY!!!
------------------------------------3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
ermm....no lesbians pls.hahaha.anyway, 9 is att.haha
---------------------------------------------------------4.Did you ever like 19?
HAHAHAHA.NO WAYYYYYYYY.he's my lil god bro.NO WAYYYYYYYY.gosh
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
errrr....hmmmmm...ehhhh...NAH...there will be a lot of bickering.HAHAHA.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------6.Describe 3.
lame.my boo boo.crazy.let threatening to flick ppls ni****.ahahaha.juz got braces done.loves the moron/whatever sign.ooooooooo...LOVE THE MIRROR!!!!hee hee
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
wtf.......NO!I DONT!bleah.hahaha.he is cute with pinchable cheeks.-PINCH-!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------8.Tel lme something about 7.
bubbly.loves laughing.infectious laugh.has an awesome room.loves bringing pp to e sick bay.hahahah
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------9.Do you know any of 12's family?
HAHAHAHA.YES!i know his WHOLE family.i know his oldren bro,his mother and his father.all 3 taught me.hahahha.i didnt realise this till now.hahah
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------10.What's 8's favourite?
soccer.man u.guitars.music.pnw.sleeping.snoring.suaning.eating.thai chicken aglio.collecting snapple caps.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------11.What would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
tell him to go and fly.my gosh.in e first place...it's impossible!!!!!hello.he is my god bro!!!!!i love him as a brother!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------12.What language(s) does 15 speak?
nehnnels language!!!hahahaha
--------------------------------------------------13.Who is 9 going out with?
i dunno the fella's name.haha
--------------------------------------------------14.How old is 16 now?
18 man.she is 18!!!
--------------------------------------------------15.When is the last time you talk to 13?
wow.long.ermm...3-4 months?i think...
---------------------------------------------------16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
too many.hahaha.no one ans.
------------------------------------------------------17.Would you ever date 4?
yeah...if she was a guy.hahahaha.NAH!!!i love seah as she is.my dearie.haha
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------18.Would you ever date 7?
nope.not crooked.
-----------------------------------------------19.is 15 single?
hmmmm...it's about time i found that out.hahah.update time.haha
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------20.Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
wow.ermmmm...he is a really nice fella.honest.helped me in my math wen i needed help.and he is a damn nice guy.all round nice guy.so...why not?haha
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------21.What school did 3 go to? (had to change "does" to "did")
SACSS.woo hoo hoo...SACIANS!!!!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------22.What's your fave thing about 5?
madness with nic.no afraid to express herself at any time.hahaha
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------23.Have you seen 1 naked?
not answering this.what do u think.hahahah.yes?..no?u go figure.hahahah.let ur imagination run wild.hahahahah.juz kidding.no dirty thoughts pls.thank you.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Ok now i must tag 5 unlucky people to do this RANDOM thing.
1.Jo
2.Rach
3.Seah
4.Tanya
5.Nic
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------i juz wrote names juz randomly came to my mind.so..no hard feelings alrights?and i dnt like Gab k.hahaha.tc peepz.
Sunday, April 16, 2006; 8:35 PM
HAPPY EASTER!!! NEW LIFE!!! AMEN!!!
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had a fabulous and interesting day.
mass was cool and meaningful. saw my students. =D
went to hard rock for lunch. freaking full. i didnt even finish half my meal. packed e rest.
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went to uncle milton's house for family gathering. mad fun. follwed the thomson troop to e swimming pool. juz looking after them. i still got wet. then i saw a familiar face. it was Ernie. i have like never really talked to him. as in like more than a smile. but he is a really cool guy to talk too. ive seen him so many times when im there and at other occasions but i have never talked to him. he is e same age as me. i only talk to his younger bro michael A LOT.that boy is mad. and ive talked to his older bro Nicholas. that is another story altogether. Nicholas still owes me my photo wif Jodie in his camera for TWO years.bleah. and i have also talked to his mum. his mum is really cool. big hugs when we see one another. and his dad is nice too. i have talked to the WHOLE family except Ernie.haha.anyway, we finally talked today. haha. enjoyed talking to him. we have been through similar situations. look foward to see him again. nice boy/guy. den here comes Michael. i was about to throw the WET ball back into the pool wen he asks me throw it to him. NICE me threw it to him, he threw it back to me n i didnt expect it so i got wet.WAHHHHHHHH...REVENGE!!! I was dressed up but i didn care. i kicked of e slippers n chased him round wif the ball aiming him. hahaha. madness, plus i was wearing a flare skirt. hahaha. and playing soccer with him wasnt exactly a smart choice but it was fun. not bad k my skills. hahaha.
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really nice gathering. i got called up to sing james blunt. not exactly a good time. my voice was practically gone and ppl were caling me SAM THE MAN.HAHAHAHA. but i pulled it off. hahah.i did it. woo hoo. keith was sharing really interesting facts about God. it was enriching. i juz love it wen he preaches. it's so meaningful and inspiring.
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guess keith's conversation came in at a very useful time.
im getting hurt, disappointed, angry and fed-up with someone.
i seriously am.
the danger zone, im not letting it out of me.
there is so much one can take.
im human.
i have feelings.
CAN YOU JUST PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU ACT!!!
im so scared one day my heart will turn to a heart of stone when it comes to you.
there is no turning back when i reach that point.
it's seriously a point of no return.
BUT
like what Keith said,
"God died for us when He was our enemy. We passed judgement on Him and led him to His death. Death on the cross. He was crucified. We crucified an innocent. And yet He forgave us. What more us. We should also forgive."
I keep reminding myself about what he said.
And i have to keep it in my mind and soul.
NEW LIFE SAM!!! NEW LIFE!!!
Friday, April 14, 2006; 12:08 AM
ALL PRAISE AND THANKSGIVING TO GOD! AMEN!
Holy Week has definately been a trying week for me.
Satan is testing my faith but i will not give in because I HAVE GOD, THE ALMIGHTY BY MY SIDE. WITH GOD BY MY SIDE, I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR.
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wed afternoon, i called my mum during lunch break. i was really happy cuz i had juz finished a presenatation n it was well received by the class n philip. something just made me call her. she said she wld call me back immediately because she wanted to talk to me. her tone was really serious. i was thinking was had i done wrong? i thought, but i have not done anything wrong. she called me back n told me not to be alarm. her words to me "daddy met with an accident". those 5 words got the best of me n i lost balance n fell backwards. i hit the chairs and tables but i didnt feel any pain. i was silent and tears juz kept flowing down. i have no idea how many ppl grabbed me n supported me cuz i cldnt feel my legs at that moment. she told me a lil bit of wad happened but i cldnt process anything. i didnt knoe head or tail. i just wanted to be with my dad. i left class immediately n i was gonna meet my sis at The BizTRO n rush to the hospital. i cldnt walk out by myself. i was supported all the way down. i just cld not stand on my own two feet. i saw uncle brian n smiled at him and all of a sudden i broke down so badly. i was shaking and i just wanted to collapse on the floor. he didnt knoe wad happened. he just held me so tight and didnt let me go. after i got whole of myself, i told him n he was shocked. my friends were wonderful. for the whole period of lent, i have been doing my own sacrifice n i have been fasting half day. i didnt break fast yet n bas went down to buy me hot cocoa so my stomach wld be filled and so i wld not pass out.damn sweet of her. mandy came n uncle derek picked us up n of we went to NUH. i knew i had to be strong. mummy was stuck at the office. she had to be strong but she did break down on the phone with me. putting on a strong front is not easy but i had too. saw daddy n juz gave him the biggest hug and kiss and i didnt let go of his hand. im really drained to type out everything but all i can say is that my daddy was in the right of way bcuz we have a witness. our car is badly damaged but heck it. i want my daddy not the damn car. my daddy really thought it was his time wen he saw the taxi coming at him. one more split second and i wld have lost him. juz typing about it now is tough. i was in the a&e like forever. monitoring daddy now. but its really true. God protected him. the impact was so great yet my daddy is safe. taking care of mummy and him now. i juz keep telling myself, BE STRONG!i know God is with me and my Guardian Angel too.
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maundy thursday, went for mass. bombarded wif questions on where have i been. long time no see. miss my students. i really miss them. during mass, i was focused. i gave thanks to God. God is so Great.
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good friday, Christ died for us. He died to save us all. Just how great is His love for us. Nailed to the cross. CRUCIFIED!!!! Crowned with thorns. Scourged to ....... .Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ did that for us. He bore our sins for US. Repent and Believe.
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CRUCIFIED, LAID BEHIND A STONE.
YOU LIVED TO DIE, REJECTED AND ALONE.
LIKE A ROSE, TRAMPLED ON THE GROUND,
YOU TOOK THE FALL,
AND THOUGHT OF ME,
ABOVE ALL.
Saturday, April 08, 2006; 11:05 PM
I LOVE YOU IN THE MORNING,
AND THE AFTERNOON.
I LOVE YOU IN THE EVENING,
AND UNDERNEATH THE MOON.
<3
I LOVE YOU!!!
Monday, April 03, 2006; 11:30 PM
im gonna stop it even before it has even begun.
i just cant continue it.
im just haunted by it.
the haunting is getting worst as day passes.
i am suddenly immersed in my nightmare again.
reliving all the sorrow.
it scares me.
im afraid.
all the flaskbacks.
all the pain and suffering.
all the torment.
all the tears.
all the regrets.
all the lies i told myself.
i just can't afford to go through this again.
not at this point of time.
not whole yet.
--break point--
[i want to SCREAM AND BURST]
[anyone...please?]
**to all who want to make use of me, this is your chance**
