Wednesday, March 29, 2006; 11:09 PM

BEFORE
ADD A LIL LOVE,SUGAR,SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE= AFTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MATHS CORNER
OUTSIDE OF UNDERWATER WORLD
 LANGUAGE CORNER


HAIDAH.BASRI.FIFI.ME.ANA.
 CRAISINS
HMMMM...I LOVE SOTONG.WAHAHAHA
CRAISINS AND PHILIP-THUBS UP-
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some shots of our uppe2 proj.hahahah.shall put up more soon.hahahahah.our hard hard work.all made from recycled materials.kk...at least 95% from recyled materials.wahahahahah.
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im currently working on the intro of "THE SUCCESSES OF CHILDREN IN PRESCHOOL WILL BE DIFFERENT ON TE QUALITY OF PARENTAL INVOLVEMENT". presentation on monday. this time, im doing the intro...meaning im the first speaker.woo hoo hoo.i stepped up to the play.haha.feeling good. loving e challenge.
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wore killer heels yesterday.and i do mean KILLER!i cld barely walk by the end of the day BUT i still cld go shopping wif Hai at night.wahahaha.im a girl.what do u expect.haha.that was the best part. but i cldnt walk properly...AT ALL.hahaha.had lots of fun though.
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im really tired. not having proper sleep n all. when i have time to sleep, i cant fall asleep. it will like take me 3 hrs to just fall asleep or NORMALLY, i will fall asleep at 5.30am. though im tired n all, i look forward to lectures bcuz its endless laughter n its really interesting. and i look forward to see my beloved CRAISINS. u really cant imagine what e 5 of us are capable of.SERIOUSLY.hahaha.
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philip called our class to join dft8 today for like 10mins during sharons lecture. and guess what, he compiled our [CFT9/DFT9] journey of our UPPE2. i was like..."oh no...PHOTOS!!!". he posted my reflection on the presentation..my BIG BIG NAME followed by my refection.WAHAHAHA.then he was showing everyone's learning centre and bas was like, "where's ours?not even ONE of our photos?did he forget about ours?" and she looked sad. she was juz grabbing my arm. fi was pinching my leg n hai juz looked at me.ana juz kept quiet n looked puzzled. i was juz emotionless and speechless.i was thinking..cld he have really forgotten about our centre?and then...when the presentation was nearing e end [we cld tell by the song which was near its end], it was all on my grps under the sea. n i repeat...ALL!!!our before and after photo,our process and lots more just on my grp.our underwater world...EVERYTHING.you shld have seen the HUGE smiles on our 5 faces n the amount of pinches we gave one another.hahahah.THE BEST PART, the whole class applauded when ours was showed.the feeling was AMAZING!-SMILE-
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grp discussion today after lecture for monday's presentation. got all our points down at bk. alot of details.hahaha.stayed back further at starbucks wif bas n hai to write out my hard copy.i was hand in hand wif my hot cocoa to keep me awake.hahah. mandy came down n shocked the living hell of me.hahaha.bas n hai cant believe that we are sisters. cuz we dnt look alike at all.according to them..." she looks chinese. ulook malay/mixed.but can tell u r eurasian.she doesnt".hahahah. they even asked if my sis was adopted.hahaha.they say i looked like my mummy since they've met her.n they cant get over my sisters height cuz she's tall.really tall compared to me.bleah.haha.i love my sis!
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it's just that small little joy i find in my hectic life when i get to see him.
it's harmless fun.really.it's stupid crappy nonsense.
that crazy adrenaline rush.
but honestly, it makes my day when i see him.
the waves, smiles and conversations.
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my heartbeat races when i see you.
my fingertips are ice cold when you are around me,
but my cheeks are flushed red and they are red hot.
i tremble when i talk to you.
my voice is steady but my legs and hands tremble.
have you noticed that?
i didnt.
till today, when my friends pointed those signs out.
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<3
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Saturday, March 18, 2006; 8:36 PM

I HAVE HAD THE BEST WEEK. HONESTLY!!!
im really happy with things in my life now.
despite the high expectations of my assignments n all, i find joy in doing them cuz i enjoy doing them.i dnt have to force myself to do them.i like doing them cuz i know im learning more thru all the research n hard work.well, i think philip's module is the most time consuming right now BUT im loving every moment of it.went back to school even on fri wen i didnt have class n even went back TODAY!!!SATURDAY!!!alot of hands on.we are setting up a learning centre.my grp's[CRAISINS] theme is "under the sea".will post of the photos soon.wif this theme, we have to set up 4 corners teaching maths,art,science n a learning corner.DIG THAT!really tired from it all but im enjoying it.haha.
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im gonna try n sum this up :
MONDAY- SAW MY CHINESE BOY
TUESDAY- SAW MY CHINESE BOY
WEDNESDAY- SAW MY CHINESE BOY
THURSDAY- SAW MY CHINESE BOY
FRIDAY- SAW MY CHINESE BOY
one...two...three...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
hehe..this factor also adds up to why i had a fab week.OMG.OMG.OMG.5 FREAKINGGGGGGGGG DAYS I SAW HIM.MONDAY-FRIDAY.FIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DAYS IN A ROW. =D
well,friday...HIS FRIENDS asked for my name.HIS FRIENDS.hahaha.he left by then.bleah.but...nvm.hahahaha.his friends are all really cool.hahah.i like them.if i blog about my metings wif him from mon to fri..hahaha.its gonna be a long...long...long entry.hahahaha.OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...im so happy.hahahahaha.
i really enjoy talking to him.that smileeeeeee.HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
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im seriously really happy with things in my life now.
1) i love GOD so much...and GOD loves me toooooooo
2) i have all my loved ones by my side
3) im enjoying school...especially my CRAISINS group.we are a bunch of nut cases.
4) i have my chinese boy to look forward too everydayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
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OKOK.back to reality.i have lot THREE 1000 words essays to be handed up.
-child development
-UPPE
-special needs
work time
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Thank You God for all that you have Blessed me with.
With You placed infront of my life, I have nothing to fear as You will always protect me.
Though there are trails and tribulations that I have to go through, I know that these are all tests that will question my faith but I know You will not abandon me.
With all these tests, I know that I will be closer to You and it will make me a stronger person.



Monday, March 13, 2006; 11:16 PM

my wonderful presentation was postpone to today instead of last thurs.damn good rite?absolutely wonderful.i lost many hours of sleep for NOTHING!hahaha.the best part.the freakin best part,while we were presenting today,she asked us to cut alot of parts n juz skip to our activities.i dunno if i wanted to laugh or cry at that moment.i spent so much time on making sure i understood my facts on lingusitic n naturalistic intelligence.and in the end,i didnt get to share my wonderful knowledge n findings.=(
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went down to discuss history & tenets after class.and OH MY GOSH.I SCREAMED SO LOUD INSIDE!!!!!!!!!n my wonderful eyes popped out.HAHAHAHA.
IT'S A MONDAY.
IT'S A FREAKING MONDAY.
I DIDNT HAVE TO WAIT TILL WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY WONDERFUL CHINESE BOY WAS THERE!!!
e whole group was laughing at me.
we joined 2 tables together and no one blocked my view of him.
HAHAHAHA.
while day dreaming at the reflection,i saw a very very VERY EXTREMELY figure in the reflection.
MY MUMMY!!!
hahahahahahahahahahaha.i nearly died.i was shocked.she came n met my grp for the first time.and she came to check my chinese boy out.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.it was so funny.she wanted to go up n introduce herself to him.hahaha.that's my mummy.hahah.i had to hold her back.haha.the best part, she knew where to find me.HMMMMMMMMMMMM.hahaha.mummy sat down wif us n talked n talked.fifi's boy was wif us too.took photos n all.n my mummy juz kept lookin at him.hahah.after we all said our goodbyes,mummy n i were making our way to The BizTRO n den he waves.HAHAHAHAHA.i think i died.haha.his friends were there.shy lah.hahah.according to mummy,she says...
1) he looks like a nice boy
2) very decent
3) cute
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
MUMMY LIKES HIM.HAHAHAHA.APPROVED!hahaha.
he kept changing his seat.hahahaha.
wonder why....
another thing,i found out things that happened last, lastwed(ash wed) wen he n i were talkin n all.thanks.i only found out TODAY!!!
i dunno where to start.
i wanted to kill myself when i found out.
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.today was a good day overall(THANKS TO CHINESE BOY). =D
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it was pink day at biztro.it was really funny.everyone was sporting wearing pink.girls n guys.all who wore pink wld get a jug of booze.charles shirt match my file.i gave him to carry my pink stripe file to match his pink stripe shirt.HAHAHAHAHA.he said he wld have to act macho if he carried my file.i told him,look at brokeback mountain...macho but....HAHAHAHAHA.i shld have captured his facizl expression at that moment.HAHAHAHA.his face practically fell.LOL!!!!
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okok.wednesday is 2 days away.TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!



Thursday, March 09, 2006; 12:12 AM

I HATE YOU.i never use the word hate on anyone because it is such a strong and powerful word.but i seriously,sincerely,from the bottom of my heart HATE YOU!
LIAR!!!all those months.you bloddy hell lied to me.all those freaking months.
i found out the truth.everything you told me was a lie!
YOU LIAR!
you manipulative son of a b****.
i promise you,if i ever see ur face again,i wnt be crawling and hiding away from you like wad i did the last time.if i ever see u again,i'll be straight,right in your face.i have nothing to hide.you are the one who would be filled with guilt.if that guilt kills you,that is ur problem.not mine.i dont carry any guilt with me.i was overwhelmed with so much anger.for me,only anger takes over the hurt if the situation gets worst.and once im filled with anger,good luck to you.serioiusly,good luck.everyone has 2 sides.EVERYONE.
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my gosh,that freakin made me so angry.prayed so hard to let me release this tension in me.prayers were answered.my chinese boy[HAHAHAHAHA] was on duty today.juz hung out there for awhile.personal service from him.no wonder my drink was EXTRA EXTRA NICE today.[HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM].HAHAHAHAH. fun talking to him too.you know where to catch me on wednesdays.hahahahaha.never home early is a promise.hahahahaha.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.that made my day.
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major presentation in 9 hours time.its on Multiple Intelligence.im shagged out doing my presentation.gonna get as much sleep as possible for now.cant wait to get this presentation over n done with.den i have 5 more projects to complete in like 18 days?WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.think positive sam.think positive. =D.
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Faith makes the uplook good,
the outlook bright,
the inlook favorable,
and the future glorious.



Friday, March 03, 2006; 10:35 PM

my very first presentation on tues.HAHAHA.
all dressed up.hahaha.i really dressed.haha.
the down side...my left leg was shaking when i went up to present.HAHAHA.
i dnt know why,this ALWAYS happens to me then im super NERVOUS.
but lucky my voice does not shake.only my leg.haha.
my upper body was perfectly normal,den wen u look down,u would have seen my left leg shaking.
and i could NOT control it AT ALL.
HAHAHAHA.
to add on, i was wearing a skirt.HAHAHA.
mad laughing with my group while fi was already halfway into the intro.
den my turn came n i kept tellin myself...
1.eye contact
2.elaborate
3.smile.
4.YOU CAN DO IT!!!
hahahahaha.
at the end of it,Sandra told the whole class that everyone had scored 8 n above over 10 for our individual distintiveness.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.hahahahaha.
Sandra also told my group that we had good points.we were very natural and ORIGINAL.
SMILE.SMILE.SMILE.SMILE. =D
getting back the hard copy in 2 weeks.lets see how it goes.-prays-
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on another note,i have uploaded photos.
see under snapz.
enjoy.
sorry to all who have waited for the photos to be uploaded.
ive been really busy.
but i made time to do it.
hahahah.
sorry once again.
ENJOY!!!
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YOU kept me safe and warm.
YOU were by my side(indirectly) during preparation.
<3