i just feel so lost.so many things have been happening since the Os have ended.SO MANY.
one minute i am...
angry.
pissed.
hurt.
confused.
misunderstood.
different respective people are making me feel diffrent.
there is just so much happening to me and the people i love.
sometimes i juz feel like its all too much to handle.
and have YOU been lying to me all this while?HAVE YOU?
damn it.i just feel like i cant trust you.i dont know why.
even after i was pulled aside by someone to WARN me about you,i still pushed that warning aside.but now...i dunno.DAMN IT!I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE IN ANYMORE!!!I DONT KNOW WHO I CAN TRUST ANYMORE!!!if one day i find out that you have been lying to me all this while,you!!!!!!!!!.........CANT IMAGINE WHAT THE OUTCOME WILL BE LIKE!
='(...tears stream down my face...
I WANNA SCREAM!!!
no one seems to hear my screams.
no one seems to hear my cries.
-stabs-
