Thursday, November 24, 2005; 11:42 PM

i just feel so lost.so many things have been happening since the Os have ended.SO MANY.
one minute i am...
angry.
pissed.
hurt.
confused.
misunderstood.
different respective people are making me feel diffrent.
there is just so much happening to me and the people i love.
sometimes i juz feel like its all too much to handle.
and have YOU been lying to me all this while?HAVE YOU?
damn it.i just feel like i cant trust you.i dont know why.
even after i was pulled aside by someone to WARN me about you,i still pushed that warning aside.but now...i dunno.DAMN IT!I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE IN ANYMORE!!!I DONT KNOW WHO I CAN TRUST ANYMORE!!!if one day i find out that you have been lying to me all this while,you!!!!!!!!!.........CANT IMAGINE WHAT THE OUTCOME WILL BE LIKE!
='(...tears stream down my face...
I WANNA SCREAM!!!
no one seems to hear my screams.
no one seems to hear my cries.
-stabs-



Wednesday, November 23, 2005; 12:34 AM

im done with the damn Os.DONE!DONE!DONE!DONE!=D
its sad that you've got to go in today.TODAY!of all days...TODAY!damn it.and you just got the news yest.FOOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.when i got ur msg in the afternoon,the only word that came out of my mouth was "SHIT!"18 days.18 days.18days.it will pass by.
i'm human too...



Tuesday, November 15, 2005; 8:01 PM

my eyes have been hurting since last night.
PAIN.
help me someone?
please?
anyone?



Sunday, November 06, 2005; 8:30 PM


the lil bro i never had
jessica's kids[jordan,rachel]in the centre

1 MORE DAY TO THE O'S.ITS TMR!OMG.16 DAYS MORE AND THE WORLD IS AT MY FEET...according to my mummy.HAHAHAHAHAH.
6th nov,i dnt wanna think about what happened this date last year.anyway,early in the morning,my day was spoilt by a particular someone.WHATEVER!im juz so thankful for Randell and Zecki.last class today.im gonna miss all my kids.i completed my teaching this year.one year of teaching went by fast.being the last class of the yr,we had a christmas party for the kids.morning breakfast wif mummy,Randell and Zecki.den setting up of the class.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,wen all the kids came up wif their present for gift exchange,it was chaos.hahahah.i had presents from students.i was too shock.one student even bought a Precious Moment Samantha doll.wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.my eyes nearly popped out.the party went well.mum wen for a meetin so Randell,Zecki,myself and Jessica's kids hanged out.laugh too much today.overdose of laughter.hahahah.kena bullied by those two bros.hahahah.anyway,i juz had a FAB day today.damn,im so gonna miss you.argh.cant wait for the 22nd of Nov.i really cant!please let these 16 days pass me.
ALL THE BEST TO ALL THOSE TAKING THE O'S!-MUACKZ- <3