Saturday, August 29, 2009; 11:17 PM

the last time i wrote here, i was....20. haha. 21 now. and i cant thank everyone enough for making my 21st such a fab 21st. presents and parties began like more than 1 month before my actual day. haha.

life has been good but really hectic. trying to juggle too many main things in my life has been a challenge but i got to deal with it. no excuses.

lets see if i continue to post. HAHA.

your smile keeps me up for days



Monday, December 01, 2008; 12:55 AM

this has been long overdue. haha.

ive encountered numerous hurdles this year. and im still alive. =D

its Dec 1st, this year has zoomed past me. moreover, today marks Advent. I love Advent season. Father's sermon was great today and I love this particular phrase he said, "The Reason for The Season"

So true. And there is a fantastic article on how Christmas came about in the Catholic News this week. I love Christmas. Christ's birth. Dad's birthday. The smell of our fresh pone tree. Emmanuel's 2nd Christmas. Katelyn's 1st Christmas.

THE REASON FOR THE SEASON.

<3



Tuesday, September 09, 2008; 6:43 PM

It's been ages. More of months.

How life has changed.

I have physically, 2 little lives, that im very much a part of.
Emmanuel Ephraim and Katelyn Anne.
I cant explain how drastically differently I look at life now. I think differently, I act differently, I am different.

And I feel, its all for the best.
Sure i have regrets in life (who doesnt.)
I wish had hadnt done this and that. -what was I thinking!-
I wish I had done this and that. -why, why, why!-
But I looked back, I repented, I learnt and I moved on.

I really do appreciate the person I am today.
Sure we all have down moments, but its how we pick ourselves up is important.

What a down moment I had last week but I had to psycho myself, think positively whilst sticking to my realist perspective. It worked, and im all fired up! for the coming weeks.

oh yeahhh.

<3



Wednesday, May 21, 2008; 9:09 PM

life has changed for me.

with two little lives which i have primary contact with and being a Godma, im not that 19 year old anymore. im so different and i have priorities. important priorities worth taking note of and holding high important of. Not those that would have been on my list earlier this year.

ive grown up and im proud of that.

<3



Tuesday, April 29, 2008; 11:49 PM

one guy, i understand.
TWO! TWO! DUA! ER!(or however you spell it in Mandarin)
damn it. everywhere i turn, youre there.
it's like, ARGH.

WHY! WHY! WHY!

leave me alone. find your own people. dont you have it all already.
ARGH!

WHY?!?!



Thursday, April 17, 2008; 11:55 PM

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find



Saturday, April 05, 2008; 12:11 PM

i needed to post those posts.
just needed to get it off.
with all the subtractions and additions in my life recently, im loving life.
with regards to the subtractions, im over e moon.
im living a less sinful life with the subtractions.
no one can say that she/he lives a sinless life, that wld just make you a liar.

without knowing and helping you with all your escapades, i feel so lifted and free from all the sinful ordeals which i have subjected myself to because of you.

i am so glad that it's over cuz i knew deep down that, that wasnt me.
to do all those stuff, to feel that way, to back you on that.
im think back, and i think, 'WTH'. that's madness. how could i have ever?
well, im glad that it's all over. =D

"NO TIME FOR LOSERS"
<3



Monday, December 31, 2007; 8:37 PM

new years eve ppl.
goodbye 2007.
i cldnt be happier to see 2007 off.
i didnt like this year.
another year gone.

cldnt have a better send off for this yr den to finally meet up with Justin after like 1 1/2 years.=D

i have a real gd feeling bout 2008.
hope its true.
I CLAIM THAT 2008 WILL BE A FAB YEAR.

i love God.
i love my family.
i love my friends.

have a Blessed year ahead everybody.
muackz
<3